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Saturday, 28 June 2003

 
ooooooooooooh

http://damaged.anime.net/updates.htm

new damaged stuff :-)

Thursday, 26 June 2003

 
http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/entertainment/music/3022996.stm

SO true...
linked from stuii

just been downloading radiohead loops...a really good idea of theres if you ask me..
just listening to see what i can play with :-)

 
phone rings

I say: hello [company name] provisioning

customer says: hi, is that [company name] provisioning?

I say: yes...yes it is...

customer says: can I give you my customer id number?

I say: yes...

silence for 30 seconds or so..

it really is hard work sometimes!
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not been too busy today so far :-)
phone not been too bad! yay!

got a half day holiday tomo :-) so need it!

ooooh blogger interface has changed

Tuesday, 24 June 2003

 
I'm done...spent

had another busy day!
and now I just feel drained!

even surfing the net or whatever isn't revitalising me!
I think perhaps too long in front of the computer monitor!

well anyway, 4.55 now..so not long to go

and things just got a little busier...

 
i would just like to say...

BLOODY CUSTOMERS!!!!!


 
morning...zzz
tired again........
tried for early night it was 10 ish before i got to bed
and so i woke up at 4.30 thinking it was saturday! :-(

argh

anyway, not toooo busy today so far...hmm better not jinx it today!

Monday, 23 June 2003

 
of course as soon as I said that the phone rung and hasn't stopped!
busy busy again, no time for anything
sell your life to work
free soon though..
yay!
I'm knackered, seem to be drinking more coffee today :-(
bad habit ;-/
and so also peeing loads! :-)

so anyway, day is over, hopefully leaving soooooooooooon

 
its raining, grey, and I feel so tired
the coffee woman is taking so long cleaning the machine I actually went and made myself a real coffee! gasp!!

not in too bad a mood so far :-)

things have been good with me gf, but we are both so tired

and hey, phone hasn't rung once yet! :-D

thought this was amusing

:-)

well anyway, onwards with work

zzzzz

Saturday, 21 June 2003

 

Friday, 20 June 2003

 
zzzz

tired!
at least its Friday

argh
half team is away again and having trouble covering phones over lunch when we need to go
pant this is pants :-(
hmm need loo too!


oh will big update when not so busy

heres my journey home yesterday


oh and realised yesterday I still do actually like the design of my site :-)
nice to know

Tuesday, 17 June 2003

 
oh and comic must link!
http://www.reallifecomics.com/

 
 
http://www.kidrobot.com/
oh so so shweeeeet!!! :->

 
I am a one man army!
I'm pretty much the only one in my team at the moment
one guy in on holiday
two guys are working from another office
two guys are in training
one guy is working on another floor on different duties
my team leader is here, but she is of course wrapped up in other stuff

that leaves little old me manning the phones, ops desk, clt calls and whatever the hell else gets thrown my way
I'm actually coping fairly well! ;-)

the lack of planning in this company it never ceases to amaze me!
it's been shown in nearly every department

amazing

 
well, good news, so far my dad hasn't been effected by the treatment, altho he has to do this every week day for 6 weeks..
man i'm tired today, already half bored at work, gf's gonna be busy all day too, so not much chance of her brightening things up,
oh well, sigh..

onwards

Monday, 16 June 2003

 
my dad goes in to have his first treatment today

this potentially could put him in the state he was when last in hospital

Sunday, 15 June 2003

 
btw radiohead song 2+2=5
one of my favorites off the new album

i read the lyrics yesterday, made me cry

lyrics:
are you such a dreamer
to put the world to rights
i'll stay home forever
where two and two always makes a five
i'll lay down the tracks
sandbag and hide
january has april showers
and two and two always makes a five
it's the devil's way now
there is no way out
you can scream and you can shout
it is too late now
because you're not there
payin' attention
payin' attention
payin' attention
payin' attention
yeah i feel it, i needed attention
payin’ attention
payin’ attention
payin’ attention
yeah i need it, i needed attention
i needed attention
i needed attention
i needed attention
yeah i love it, the attention
payin’ attention
payin’ attention
payin’ attention
soon oh
i try to sing along
but the music's all wrong
cos i’m not
cos i’m not
i’ll swallow up flies ?
back and hide
but i’m not
oh hail to the thief
oh hail to the thief
but i'm not
but i'm not
but i'm not
but i'm not
don't question my authority or put me in the box
cos i'm not
cos i'm not
oh go up to the king, and the sky is falling in
but its not
but its not
maybe not
maybe not

 
question
do you have the new radiohead album?
do you like them in any way?
if the answer to these questions is yes, or even no
go buy it now!
just do it

Friday, 13 June 2003

 
Ooooooooooh should have new radiohead and metallica by tomo :-)

Thursday, 12 June 2003

 
seriously...
too many customer calls today!
it's all pants!
I'm very tired..
if only I could slag off this company without getting into trouble..
it really is a joke..

mind you chatting to some people last night makes me think that a lot of companies really don't know what they are doing half the time

anyway, big update at the weekend I imagine
lots to tell

Wednesday, 11 June 2003

 
ok, well started to write to explain mondays post..
however i didn't finish, and it's hardly worth it now ;-)

anyway, i'm feeling better at the moment, and lets just say things just seemed all too much to cope with

i'm feeling ok today...

Monday, 9 June 2003

 
tired
miserable
wasting time
paint myself black
why? to hide? I don't know
I have no good reason for feeling like this..
but I do.
it has little or nothing to do with things that has happened of late.
Donnie darko, which I watch last night, reminded me of old times, and at the moment it's hard to watch anything and not feel effected..
at the moment I am black, and numb...
tired, dry mouth, lethargic, wasting time, staring down at my feet
don't want to do anything and don't want to waste my time..
and while I think about this nonsense I waste it..

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