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B|*ZZ4rD newsSaturday, 22 February 2003
ello ello :-)
well it's Saturday!
so far been fun.
got a call from my brother at like 10 am!
I mean really so rude!
but anyway, all turned out ok, after dragging my lazy bum out of bed we went into slough with his gf and Ryan shopping for board games!
so we bought a few, went back to his and played some games such as cranium (uses every part of your brain) cludio and scattergys
all great fun!
anyway, while over there I mentioned to me bro I was meaning to sort out the comic I've had planned for like EVER and he said he was gonna ask me to do one anyway for some funny things he's had happen. so my plan is to start on this tonight if possible. however so far this has made me rearrange and clean my room!
...odd huh?...do comic = tidy room!
all to do with needing clean work space and a clean state of mind, and I was also trying to find sketches ive done before! :-)
no luck so far though :-(
I've probably put them away safely somewhere...I just cant remember where! :-(
anyway, ill get back to doing some soon!
other news
one of my songs is going to be played on the radio! :-)
ok ok step back, not famous yet!
it's only wexham park hospital radio, but a good thing none the less :-)
so..a load of sick people will get to hear my song :-) lol
I hope they like!
anyway, that's all for now so I can get to work on this comic!
last link for now from me bros site a rather groovy game!
well it's Saturday!
so far been fun.
got a call from my brother at like 10 am!
I mean really so rude!
but anyway, all turned out ok, after dragging my lazy bum out of bed we went into slough with his gf and Ryan shopping for board games!
so we bought a few, went back to his and played some games such as cranium (uses every part of your brain) cludio and scattergys
all great fun!
anyway, while over there I mentioned to me bro I was meaning to sort out the comic I've had planned for like EVER and he said he was gonna ask me to do one anyway for some funny things he's had happen. so my plan is to start on this tonight if possible. however so far this has made me rearrange and clean my room!
...odd huh?...do comic = tidy room!
all to do with needing clean work space and a clean state of mind, and I was also trying to find sketches ive done before! :-)
no luck so far though :-(
I've probably put them away safely somewhere...I just cant remember where! :-(
anyway, ill get back to doing some soon!
other news
one of my songs is going to be played on the radio! :-)
ok ok step back, not famous yet!
it's only wexham park hospital radio, but a good thing none the less :-)
so..a load of sick people will get to hear my song :-) lol
I hope they like!
anyway, that's all for now so I can get to work on this comic!
last link for now from me bros site a rather groovy game!
Friday, 21 February 2003
erm oops..messed up my posts!
erm i meant to say...
[2/21/2003 8:43:59 AM | J Woosnam]
http://www.thetube.com/refundform/
if any of you have a travel card to London you can get a £4 (or something) refund for every day the central line is out of use.
I believe you can also claim for day and week cards here http://www.thetube.com/content/about/custinf.asp#refunds
hope helps :-)
odd morning today,
a>I'm earlier..(in work for 8 so I can leave at 4.30)
and
b>I had to travel in without my gf as she's got a meeting in another office..
is very odd...
but I think I'll just about survive ;-)
erm i meant to say...
[2/21/2003 8:43:59 AM | J Woosnam]
http://www.thetube.com/refundform/
if any of you have a travel card to London you can get a £4 (or something) refund for every day the central line is out of use.
I believe you can also claim for day and week cards here http://www.thetube.com/content/about/custinf.asp#refunds
hope helps :-)
odd morning today,
a>I'm earlier..(in work for 8 so I can leave at 4.30)
and
b>I had to travel in without my gf as she's got a meeting in another office..
is very odd...
but I think I'll just about survive ;-)
http://www.thetube.com/refundform/
if any of you have a travel card to London you can get a £4 (or something) refund for every day the central line is out of use.
I believe you can also claim for day and week cards here
if any of you have a travel card to London you can get a £4 (or something) refund for every day the central line is out of use.
I believe you can also claim for day and week cards here
http://www.thetube.com/refundform/
if any of you have a travel card to London you can get a £4 (or something) refund for every day the central line is out of use.
I believe you can also claim for day and week cards here
if any of you have a travel card to London you can get a £4 (or something) refund for every day the central line is out of use.
I believe you can also claim for day and week cards here
Thursday, 20 February 2003
not sure what to say about the last few days
I've had to make some big choices, and I think I've made the right ones,
this possibly will effect a lot in my life.
in due course all will be explained. especially as I see how people react to what I have decided.
I guess I'm starting to realise not everything is simple and as black and white as I'd like it to be.
This means there's a lot about what is/was solid ground for me that I need to look at again to decide what I really think...
This possibly could take forever...
I also came close to losing someone very important to me,
things are normal again, and it such a relief we got through this...but I guess there is still issues. but hey, nothings easy!
anyway, on to other things...
had a church band practice Tuesday night, was a great laugh!
in fact it all got rather silly and hard to finish songs without laughing!
what else have I been up to?
not too sure, haven't had much time to myself as usual.
played a little laser squad and perhaps will get some time to play some games this week or at weekend.
every time I do this I think of things I can do to my site!
I really must update it to a point I'm happy with!!!!
maybe make some updates to the site this weekend ay?
speaking of which hopefully getting a forum part to this site, shared with other sites to kinda create a 'community'
could be cool :-)
anyway, enough for now..
I've got my best mates stag do to plan :-)
I've had to make some big choices, and I think I've made the right ones,
this possibly will effect a lot in my life.
in due course all will be explained. especially as I see how people react to what I have decided.
I guess I'm starting to realise not everything is simple and as black and white as I'd like it to be.
This means there's a lot about what is/was solid ground for me that I need to look at again to decide what I really think...
This possibly could take forever...
I also came close to losing someone very important to me,
things are normal again, and it such a relief we got through this...but I guess there is still issues. but hey, nothings easy!
anyway, on to other things...
had a church band practice Tuesday night, was a great laugh!
in fact it all got rather silly and hard to finish songs without laughing!
what else have I been up to?
not too sure, haven't had much time to myself as usual.
played a little laser squad and perhaps will get some time to play some games this week or at weekend.
every time I do this I think of things I can do to my site!
I really must update it to a point I'm happy with!!!!
maybe make some updates to the site this weekend ay?
speaking of which hopefully getting a forum part to this site, shared with other sites to kinda create a 'community'
could be cool :-)
anyway, enough for now..
I've got my best mates stag do to plan :-)
Monday, 17 February 2003
la la la, waiting for the gf again
my eyes seem to get more tired after 530 :-(
so after a little waiting im pretty much in pain
anyway, whats new.
not much, interesting weekend, or not as the case may be, didn't get up to much at all.
sat watched sim city 4 around a mates house, then on to another mates house to watch the new command and conquer and desert storm battle field 1942 mod.
all of the above very nice...
then Sunday, erm church, kids, cell, was then supposed to see the ring with some friends, but its not out yet, so that prolly happening next weekend.
then had planned to play some desert storm online with mates, but that all fell apart after several patches and then a long deep conversation with a friend online.
so yeah..
erm what else, today been thinking must finish off site, and do cartoons and all the things I mean to do!
perhaps I will, hard to tell
anyway...zzz enough for now...time to wait some more..
my eyes seem to get more tired after 530 :-(
so after a little waiting im pretty much in pain
anyway, whats new.
not much, interesting weekend, or not as the case may be, didn't get up to much at all.
sat watched sim city 4 around a mates house, then on to another mates house to watch the new command and conquer and desert storm battle field 1942 mod.
all of the above very nice...
then Sunday, erm church, kids, cell, was then supposed to see the ring with some friends, but its not out yet, so that prolly happening next weekend.
then had planned to play some desert storm online with mates, but that all fell apart after several patches and then a long deep conversation with a friend online.
so yeah..
erm what else, today been thinking must finish off site, and do cartoons and all the things I mean to do!
perhaps I will, hard to tell
anyway...zzz enough for now...time to wait some more..
Sunday, 16 February 2003
chuchu rocket is evil! :-)
hmmm computer misbehaving!
I think its gonna be one of those nights!
hmmm computer misbehaving!
I think its gonna be one of those nights!
I seem to have lost the ability to relax and have fun for the day without feeling guilty!
hmm :-(
oh and I would be watching new Simpson's, but, oh...maybe it IS new..gotta go :-D
hmm :-(
oh and I would be watching new Simpson's, but, oh...maybe it IS new..gotta go :-D
Sunday, 9 February 2003
ok zzz updated my links section.
got some new ones to add but for now just removing dead ones...
anyway, better get to bed!
night
got some new ones to add but for now just removing dead ones...
anyway, better get to bed!
night
[2/9/2003 9:05:17 PM | J Woosnam]
another Sunday that leaves me tired and time flying by! like, it's 5, its 6 now 7 then 8 it's 9 already!!! see what I mean! :-) just been tidying my room a little. it's odd how good that can make you feel!... oops friends on tv....brb :-)
[2/9/2003 9:12:52 PM | J Woosnam]
oooh seen this one...oh half of it anyway...
[2/9/2003 9:31:11 PM | J Woosnam]
ok ad break :-) ok, so...I'm tired, woke up sat morning at 4 since I'd fallen asleep with the TV on, then my mum came in, I think she heard the TV, we talked until 6! its was really good to speak to her, as odd as it is I hardly get to see her (odd coz I'm living at home) we chatted about all sorts of stuffs, from possibilities of moving house, to dreams to how to rearrange my room (lol) this is probably while im tired :-) as I said time going too fast, trying to relax and get back my energy, so now I got it and I've seen the rest of this friends what else do I have to say...erm... well, yesterday made a music video for my band hollow was great fun and we will have some hilarious outtakes. if you know me you'll know my band has been less than active for a few years now, I keep writing, but all of the band have had 'lives' and its kinda hard to practice that regular. and on top of that there was the drummer going to college, bassist getting the job he always wanted and no one being able to drive, and erm...well that's enough isn't it!? anyway, the video was fun to make, and should look good, and hopefully ill put an mpg here or something :-) anyway, I'm off to decide what to do with myself for the rest of my evening
...
oops almost forgot to mention i've been reading blade of immortal manga, very cool stuff! :-)
----
and finally! a weird but cool pic of me :-)
oh, we took some photos from the music video as well, i have a few of them at the moment, i'll post them here asap. actually i suppose the hollow site should have them!
hmm...
another Sunday that leaves me tired and time flying by! like, it's 5, its 6 now 7 then 8 it's 9 already!!! see what I mean! :-) just been tidying my room a little. it's odd how good that can make you feel!... oops friends on tv....brb :-)
[2/9/2003 9:12:52 PM | J Woosnam]
oooh seen this one...oh half of it anyway...
[2/9/2003 9:31:11 PM | J Woosnam]
ok ad break :-) ok, so...I'm tired, woke up sat morning at 4 since I'd fallen asleep with the TV on, then my mum came in, I think she heard the TV, we talked until 6! its was really good to speak to her, as odd as it is I hardly get to see her (odd coz I'm living at home) we chatted about all sorts of stuffs, from possibilities of moving house, to dreams to how to rearrange my room (lol) this is probably while im tired :-) as I said time going too fast, trying to relax and get back my energy, so now I got it and I've seen the rest of this friends what else do I have to say...erm... well, yesterday made a music video for my band hollow was great fun and we will have some hilarious outtakes. if you know me you'll know my band has been less than active for a few years now, I keep writing, but all of the band have had 'lives' and its kinda hard to practice that regular. and on top of that there was the drummer going to college, bassist getting the job he always wanted and no one being able to drive, and erm...well that's enough isn't it!? anyway, the video was fun to make, and should look good, and hopefully ill put an mpg here or something :-) anyway, I'm off to decide what to do with myself for the rest of my evening
...
oops almost forgot to mention i've been reading blade of immortal manga, very cool stuff! :-)
----
and finally! a weird but cool pic of me :-)
oh, we took some photos from the music video as well, i have a few of them at the moment, i'll post them here asap. actually i suppose the hollow site should have them!
hmm...
ok ad break :-)
ok, so...I'm tired, woke up sat morning at 4 since I'd fallen asleep with the TV on, then my mum came in, I think she heard the TV, we talked until 6!
its was really good to speak to her, as odd as it is I hardly get to see her (odd coz I'm living at home) we chatted about all sorts of stuffs, from possibilities of moving house, to dreams to how to rearrange my room (lol)
this is probably while im tired :-)
as I said time going too fast, trying to relax and get back my energy, so now I got it and I've seen the rest of this friends what else do I have to say...erm...
well, yesterday made a music video for my band hollow was great fun and we will have some hilarious outtakes.
if you know me you'll know my band has been less than active for a few years now, I keep writing, but all of the band have had 'lives' and its kinda hard to practice that regular.
and on top of that there was the drummer going to college, bassist getting the job he always wanted and no one being able to drive, and erm...well that's enough isn't it!?
anyway, the video was fun to make, and should look good, and hopefully ill put an mpg here or something :-)
anyway, I'm off to decide what to do with myself for the rest of my evening
ok, so...I'm tired, woke up sat morning at 4 since I'd fallen asleep with the TV on, then my mum came in, I think she heard the TV, we talked until 6!
its was really good to speak to her, as odd as it is I hardly get to see her (odd coz I'm living at home) we chatted about all sorts of stuffs, from possibilities of moving house, to dreams to how to rearrange my room (lol)
this is probably while im tired :-)
as I said time going too fast, trying to relax and get back my energy, so now I got it and I've seen the rest of this friends what else do I have to say...erm...
well, yesterday made a music video for my band hollow was great fun and we will have some hilarious outtakes.
if you know me you'll know my band has been less than active for a few years now, I keep writing, but all of the band have had 'lives' and its kinda hard to practice that regular.
and on top of that there was the drummer going to college, bassist getting the job he always wanted and no one being able to drive, and erm...well that's enough isn't it!?
anyway, the video was fun to make, and should look good, and hopefully ill put an mpg here or something :-)
anyway, I'm off to decide what to do with myself for the rest of my evening
oooh seen this one...oh half of it anyway...
another Sunday that leaves me tired and time flying by!
like, it's 5, its 6 now 7 then 8 it's 9 already!!!
see what I mean! :-)
just been tidying my room a little. it's odd how good that can make you feel!...
oops friends on tv....brb :-)
like, it's 5, its 6 now 7 then 8 it's 9 already!!!
see what I mean! :-)
just been tidying my room a little. it's odd how good that can make you feel!...
oops friends on tv....brb :-)
Friday, 7 February 2003
it's amazing how my gf can completely effect my day!
I'm in such a good mood!
I do wonder how long that'll last at work, but at least the day started well! :-)
I'm in such a good mood!
I do wonder how long that'll last at work, but at least the day started well! :-)
Thursday, 6 February 2003
I would like to point out at this point information posted on this site may never be used against me :-)
that one goes out to JT! :-p ;-)
for certain peoples information work is catching up and i'm getting busy again :-p
oh and new song up
your song
enjoy
that one goes out to JT! :-p ;-)
for certain peoples information work is catching up and i'm getting busy again :-p
oh and new song up
your song
enjoy
Tuesday, 4 February 2003
Monday, 3 February 2003
another day...
zzzz
works been odd, mostly a struggle..
can be very boring when there is nothing to do you realise just how bad it is ...
and how good you are getting at spreading out the little work you have to try to last all day.
it really shouldn't be like this.
in fact it honestly isn't in my nature!
I used to regularly ask for more to do even if it was fairly clear that there was no need and all was covered.
I guess its sometimes a case of taking a break where you can get it!
but due to a few things the work really hasn't been flowing, and i don't care anymore...if i ever did really...
so, time for change.....
I have my 'review of objectives' tomorrow, and I wonder just how I am going to get through that without exploding and either saying things I don't want to or getting upset.
truth of the matter is.
//> I don't enjoy what I do. ok I get a little satisfaction making things work, but this would be true of any job, i should enjoy MORE of what i do!
//> The morale in my team is beyond low..i.e. abandon all hope here low
//> The only thing our team leaders and managers seem to be using as our 'bone/carrot/banana' to keep us here is the training...
training we should have had a year ago, training that I am not really interested in putting any time or effort in.
//> There doesn't seem to be any hope on the money side either. its crap pay, the yearly pay rise is looking VERY minimal, the bonus has been changed for the worse, and on top of all this they are no longer paying for my travel, which means an extra £200 straight out of my account, which now leaves me with 70% of my pay check being used straight away with other monthly expenses.
all in all...not good...
so...with all this to deal with tomorrow it is also my girlfriends birthday.
This is actually cheering me up, and I look forward to making her smile :-)
However I'm not enjoying the thought of having my review just before we leave for the evening...
gonna be a case of making myself in a good mood maybe, or just trying to make myself not care about work....
either way...everyone keep your fingers crossed or whatever it is you do for me please ;-)
zzzz
works been odd, mostly a struggle..
can be very boring when there is nothing to do you realise just how bad it is ...
and how good you are getting at spreading out the little work you have to try to last all day.
it really shouldn't be like this.
in fact it honestly isn't in my nature!
I used to regularly ask for more to do even if it was fairly clear that there was no need and all was covered.
I guess its sometimes a case of taking a break where you can get it!
but due to a few things the work really hasn't been flowing, and i don't care anymore...if i ever did really...
so, time for change.....
I have my 'review of objectives' tomorrow, and I wonder just how I am going to get through that without exploding and either saying things I don't want to or getting upset.
truth of the matter is.
//> I don't enjoy what I do. ok I get a little satisfaction making things work, but this would be true of any job, i should enjoy MORE of what i do!
//> The morale in my team is beyond low..i.e. abandon all hope here low
//> The only thing our team leaders and managers seem to be using as our 'bone/carrot/banana' to keep us here is the training...
training we should have had a year ago, training that I am not really interested in putting any time or effort in.
//> There doesn't seem to be any hope on the money side either. its crap pay, the yearly pay rise is looking VERY minimal, the bonus has been changed for the worse, and on top of all this they are no longer paying for my travel, which means an extra £200 straight out of my account, which now leaves me with 70% of my pay check being used straight away with other monthly expenses.
all in all...not good...
so...with all this to deal with tomorrow it is also my girlfriends birthday.
This is actually cheering me up, and I look forward to making her smile :-)
However I'm not enjoying the thought of having my review just before we leave for the evening...
gonna be a case of making myself in a good mood maybe, or just trying to make myself not care about work....
either way...everyone keep your fingers crossed or whatever it is you do for me please ;-)
Sunday, 2 February 2003
zzz busy day...
right well just finished off sorting out some photos for something you'll see tomorrow..as its someone's special day :-)
but I realised that I half finished http://www.blizz4rd.co.uk/photos/estonia/Estonia.htm
so thought I'd do that...
need to grab a shower and then off to bed now...
zzz
today gone too quick :-(
Monday far too close...
right well just finished off sorting out some photos for something you'll see tomorrow..as its someone's special day :-)
but I realised that I half finished http://www.blizz4rd.co.uk/photos/estonia/Estonia.htm
so thought I'd do that...
need to grab a shower and then off to bed now...
zzz
today gone too quick :-(
Monday far too close...
Saturday, 1 February 2003
lots of ideas for my website today!
perhaps thinking of creaking a 'central' message board/chat room and all sorts that me and me mates could use as a place to 'be'
something that villu has done made me think that this could be used to do that
check out http://villu.myftp.org/
but anyway, lots of other changes and idea of my site coming in my head.
sadly haven't actually had the time to do them coz I've been busy.
been busy doing something as a surprise for my girlfriend, (as it's her b day, then valentines day, then our one year anniversary! so plenty of reasons to do something! :-)
so I can't post what it is here as she would see!! :-)
but I will as soon as she knows about it....
anyway, from looking at my message board and from ppl telling me, they are starting to check my site again! :-)
good on you!
anyway, lets see if I can make some changes to this tonight or if I'll get involved in doing other things
maybe a little laser squad maybe some other games, maybe working on this site, or other stuff I have to do...
who knows...
well.give me a few hours and I will :-)
perhaps thinking of creaking a 'central' message board/chat room and all sorts that me and me mates could use as a place to 'be'
something that villu has done made me think that this could be used to do that
check out http://villu.myftp.org/
but anyway, lots of other changes and idea of my site coming in my head.
sadly haven't actually had the time to do them coz I've been busy.
been busy doing something as a surprise for my girlfriend, (as it's her b day, then valentines day, then our one year anniversary! so plenty of reasons to do something! :-)
so I can't post what it is here as she would see!! :-)
but I will as soon as she knows about it....
anyway, from looking at my message board and from ppl telling me, they are starting to check my site again! :-)
good on you!
anyway, lets see if I can make some changes to this tonight or if I'll get involved in doing other things
maybe a little laser squad maybe some other games, maybe working on this site, or other stuff I have to do...
who knows...
well.give me a few hours and I will :-)
