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B|*ZZ4rD newsFriday, 31 January 2003
found out today ppl are actually reading my site!
if only coz I link to some other sites worth checking :-)
anyway, prolly stuff to say, kinda too tired to do much posting or updating tonight!
going to do something tomorrow...I just realised I cant post what it is here or my girlfriend will read and ruin the surprise :-)
anyway, going to do something tomo for her which I hope she likes, and will be nice for me to do...
soon enough I should be able to post what it is.
anyway, just back from friends house. caught up with rob and jen and a load of guys havnt seen in far too long!
was great to see them again, and actually great fun spending time with everyone.
somehow as I type this I think I sound surprised, I don't think I should be...anyway..it was fun.
we had drinks and watched DVDs and played music and talked at very loud volumes ;-)
(someone most of my friends like to shout when talking , and so we all end up shouting over each other) :-D
we had a bit of a blast from the past listening to some old old music from when we were all a bit younger and listening to heavier music.
mostly amusing for us..maybe not so much for anyone else there :-)
took some photos, but sadly coz it was dark none of them really came out too well...
perhaps I will post some, or just send to those that were there...
anyway I'm not going to do either now..
if only coz I link to some other sites worth checking :-)
anyway, prolly stuff to say, kinda too tired to do much posting or updating tonight!
going to do something tomorrow...I just realised I cant post what it is here or my girlfriend will read and ruin the surprise :-)
anyway, going to do something tomo for her which I hope she likes, and will be nice for me to do...
soon enough I should be able to post what it is.
anyway, just back from friends house. caught up with rob and jen and a load of guys havnt seen in far too long!
was great to see them again, and actually great fun spending time with everyone.
somehow as I type this I think I sound surprised, I don't think I should be...anyway..it was fun.
we had drinks and watched DVDs and played music and talked at very loud volumes ;-)
(someone most of my friends like to shout when talking , and so we all end up shouting over each other) :-D
we had a bit of a blast from the past listening to some old old music from when we were all a bit younger and listening to heavier music.
mostly amusing for us..maybe not so much for anyone else there :-)
took some photos, but sadly coz it was dark none of them really came out too well...
perhaps I will post some, or just send to those that were there...
anyway I'm not going to do either now..
Thursday, 30 January 2003
it's snowing!! :-)
something my girlfriend hates, which i understand,
however theres some big kid part of me that loves the snow and wants to run and jump in lots of untouched snow!! ;-)
anyway...back to work ;-)
something my girlfriend hates, which i understand,
however theres some big kid part of me that loves the snow and wants to run and jump in lots of untouched snow!! ;-)
anyway...back to work ;-)
Monday, 27 January 2003
well back to work, and strangely enough not a lot to do!
for the first time in about a year I have properly been able to relax and take it easy!
as sad as it sounds I've managed to clear through my paperwork and throw out a lot of stuff not needed.
you NEVER have that much time here usually.
still a bit weak today, and been strangely hungry all day, but on the whole I am on the mend.
I've just discovered something rather worrying that I certainly am not going to post here, but I think I know what caused it, so as usual, see what happens and hope things go away.
anyway....on the mend...
need to really start pushing a few things been meaning to change in my life for sometime. situations and circumstances are getting worse and worse, so really need to change. as much as all change means good and bad....I'm thinking we're about due some good.
anyway, enough said for now..
for the first time in about a year I have properly been able to relax and take it easy!
as sad as it sounds I've managed to clear through my paperwork and throw out a lot of stuff not needed.
you NEVER have that much time here usually.
still a bit weak today, and been strangely hungry all day, but on the whole I am on the mend.
I've just discovered something rather worrying that I certainly am not going to post here, but I think I know what caused it, so as usual, see what happens and hope things go away.
anyway....on the mend...
need to really start pushing a few things been meaning to change in my life for sometime. situations and circumstances are getting worse and worse, so really need to change. as much as all change means good and bad....I'm thinking we're about due some good.
anyway, enough said for now..
Saturday, 25 January 2003
ello, well I've been rather ill this weekend!, still not 100%, but need to be up doing something or else I wont be able to sleep tonight!
To put it nicely I've had trouble with my stomach....the kind of trouble that keeps you up all night on the loo :-(
I was in a real state yesterday, got very upset, and all together not a happy place. and pretty much blacked out on the loo overnight, hitting my head on the bath! :-(
My girlfriend was very nice to me and came over to see me, which meant the amount of time she could actually stay, was double that to travel here and travel back
so make an understatement, it meant a lot she came to see me. so big thanks to my girlfriend :-)
feeling a bit better today, been sleeping most of the day, and as I say, just trying to stay away now so I can sleep later.
there's only so much buffy and futurama you can watch....or is there?! ;-)
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To put it nicely I've had trouble with my stomach....the kind of trouble that keeps you up all night on the loo :-(
I was in a real state yesterday, got very upset, and all together not a happy place. and pretty much blacked out on the loo overnight, hitting my head on the bath! :-(
My girlfriend was very nice to me and came over to see me, which meant the amount of time she could actually stay, was double that to travel here and travel back
so make an understatement, it meant a lot she came to see me. so big thanks to my girlfriend :-)
feeling a bit better today, been sleeping most of the day, and as I say, just trying to stay away now so I can sleep later.
there's only so much buffy and futurama you can watch....or is there?! ;-)
ZzZzZzZ
Monday, 20 January 2003
well just finished work, waiting for me gf to finish up and my emails gone down! :-(
anyway, another odd mostly nice weekend...
finally finished 24! just in time for my sky tv to go completely down! :-(
so now i have to entertain myself with the computer, dreamcast or videos...
so not that bad really :-)
anyway, yawn, parents away all week so NEED to get up in time for bus.
no last min lifts to the station from my dad! :-(
anyway, guess it's about time to see if we can go now...
anyway, another odd mostly nice weekend...
finally finished 24! just in time for my sky tv to go completely down! :-(
so now i have to entertain myself with the computer, dreamcast or videos...
so not that bad really :-)
anyway, yawn, parents away all week so NEED to get up in time for bus.
no last min lifts to the station from my dad! :-(
anyway, guess it's about time to see if we can go now...
Monday, 13 January 2003
still watching 24!
on the third video, the only way to stop watching is to REALLY make yourself!
like, I just stopped half way through an episode to shave, and now I know if I watch till the end of the episode something will happen that will make me want to watch the next one.
so...stopping for now, will prolly watch a bit more before bed, but then it's hard to stop to sleep!
maybe my girlfriends right...I do have an addictive personality :-)
on the third video, the only way to stop watching is to REALLY make yourself!
like, I just stopped half way through an episode to shave, and now I know if I watch till the end of the episode something will happen that will make me want to watch the next one.
so...stopping for now, will prolly watch a bit more before bed, but then it's hard to stop to sleep!
maybe my girlfriends right...I do have an addictive personality :-)
Sunday, 12 January 2003
zzz, odd day ;-)
haven't done much
went to church this morning, and was good to see lots of people it seems like ages since I've seen
when I got home helped out a little making food, but basically ate and watching lots of 24, finally getting around to seeing that show!
it's great, and so hard to put down!
but yeah, been tired and almost napped off after watching so much TV
anyway, thought it was about time I write down some of my new songs...
here's your song and warm
speaking of which, I've just been asked to play some of my songs at my church this coming Sunday ;-)
haven't done much
went to church this morning, and was good to see lots of people it seems like ages since I've seen
when I got home helped out a little making food, but basically ate and watching lots of 24, finally getting around to seeing that show!
it's great, and so hard to put down!
but yeah, been tired and almost napped off after watching so much TV
anyway, thought it was about time I write down some of my new songs...
here's your song and warm
speaking of which, I've just been asked to play some of my songs at my church this coming Sunday ;-)
Saturday, 11 January 2003
well, getting tired now.
spent most of the day working on my girlfriends site and it's just about presentable now (but not finished!)
so I thought I should link it ;-)
anyway, will try to do a little here before heading to bed.
btw, listening to the beatles...if you have any I suggest you go listen
....and you'll remember why they are so great ;-)
oh and got the archive's thing finally worked out as well! ;-))
anyway............
spent most of the day working on my girlfriends site and it's just about presentable now (but not finished!)
so I thought I should link it ;-)
anyway, will try to do a little here before heading to bed.
btw, listening to the beatles...if you have any I suggest you go listen
....and you'll remember why they are so great ;-)
oh and got the archive's thing finally worked out as well! ;-))
anyway............
hmm...
why is it crying for a baby, but screaming for the rest of us? ;-)
why is it crying for a baby, but screaming for the rest of us? ;-)
Tuesday, 7 January 2003
ok, cool, finally got it just about working as I want.
a few more things I want to fiddle with, but this is now ok for the front of blizz4rd :-)
more updates very very soon honest!
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I think it's rather groovy and easy to use ;-)
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a few more things I want to fiddle with, but this is now ok for the front of blizz4rd :-)
more updates very very soon honest!
btw if you want to use this kind of news update look here -blogger-
I think it's rather groovy and easy to use ;-)
*ahem* shameless plug, shameless plug *ahem* :-)
oops almost forgot, i've been updating news and old news and this blogger!
so if you want to check you've read everything, click -here-
ello well back from two days training in shepton...
training was ok, actually quite useful...which makes a change.
however...nothing to do with what we were told the course was about!
so that was kinda funny.
was SO cold, like -5 at one point! it was a good laugh with friends from work and two days training was about the right length, but anyway glad to be back..
and looking forward to seeing my girlfriend tomorrow!!
missed her a rather large amount!
anyway, finally get this blog looking as I want, so will try to finish off so can post all this and get to bed! :-)
will update this news all the way soon I promise!
for now just get this up and running...and worry about the archives later ;-)
training was ok, actually quite useful...which makes a change.
however...nothing to do with what we were told the course was about!
so that was kinda funny.
was SO cold, like -5 at one point! it was a good laugh with friends from work and two days training was about the right length, but anyway glad to be back..
and looking forward to seeing my girlfriend tomorrow!!
missed her a rather large amount!
anyway, finally get this blog looking as I want, so will try to finish off so can post all this and get to bed! :-)
will update this news all the way soon I promise!
for now just get this up and running...and worry about the archives later ;-)
Thursday, 2 January 2003
it has to get worse before it can get better...
what am i doing you ask?
trying to clean my room of course!
Wednesday, 1 January 2003
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
well it's been an interesting one so far...
I had a rather quiet one with a few friends watching video's and a few drinks.
It was ok... nice spending time with friends of course, but theres always this thing for me, for a lot of people i'm guessing...where it has to be a GREAT day, best of the year or whatever....this wasn't, but then, in truth it doesn't need to be.
I guess when I get that in my head i'll enjoy new years more.
having said all that it was fun just spending time relaxing with friends watching videos.
it was returning from london when just about everyone was going to london for new years..
also funny seeing people acting different on the train, some guy chatting up two girls, but because it was new years he was actually getting on well with them.
I mean they were telling a complete stranger where they live!
I guess both sides wanted to be with someone by the end of the night...
on one likes being alone on new years....
well anyway, welcome 2003.
2002 has really good in some ways, mainly meeting my girlfriend, but in other ways it hasn't been the best.
I think this will have to change in this year, thing can't go on the way they are....
i won't say what it is, but those that know me should know what i mean.
that and driving probably would have to be my 'resolutions' or more like 'things to do'
anyway, i think i've gone on enough for now.
had a lazy day today so far, perhaps will sort some more stuff for this site...
hope your 2003 is a good one!
well it's been an interesting one so far...
I had a rather quiet one with a few friends watching video's and a few drinks.
It was ok... nice spending time with friends of course, but theres always this thing for me, for a lot of people i'm guessing...where it has to be a GREAT day, best of the year or whatever....this wasn't, but then, in truth it doesn't need to be.
I guess when I get that in my head i'll enjoy new years more.
having said all that it was fun just spending time relaxing with friends watching videos.
it was returning from london when just about everyone was going to london for new years..
also funny seeing people acting different on the train, some guy chatting up two girls, but because it was new years he was actually getting on well with them.
I mean they were telling a complete stranger where they live!
I guess both sides wanted to be with someone by the end of the night...
on one likes being alone on new years....
well anyway, welcome 2003.
2002 has really good in some ways, mainly meeting my girlfriend, but in other ways it hasn't been the best.
I think this will have to change in this year, thing can't go on the way they are....
i won't say what it is, but those that know me should know what i mean.
that and driving probably would have to be my 'resolutions' or more like 'things to do'
anyway, i think i've gone on enough for now.
had a lazy day today so far, perhaps will sort some more stuff for this site...
hope your 2003 is a good one!
