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B|*ZZ4rD newsWednesday, 26 March 2003
ok
about time for a long update
been an ok day at work, getting tired but feeling ok, my mate got promoted so its out to the pub for a drink tonight I think.
anyway, update update update
what to say...erm donno...
well we are at war..
sad to say, and I'm half trying to ignore it...
I wish it wasn't happening, I imagine any rational person would say the same, however it is, and there's not much we can do about it..
my dad has been quite unwell recently, I'm not going to go into details here, that wouldn't be fair...
however it has been quite scary and im glad to say he seems to be on the mend.
things in my life seem to have been fairly volatile on almost every front of late.
sometimes I need some real stability in my life..and sometimes there's none to be found..
everything seems to be changing, shifting, moving, and yet everything is the same...
nothing is certain
I guess it never is...
I've been thinking..
to even get by in life I have to believe certain things, I have to really feel they are true...if I don't my world would collapse.
I guess sometimes you need to communicate that you don't agree with everything, but that's ok...
I think often I would like to adopt other peoples points of view, the way they see the world..
but I think that's wrong, your point of view is your point of view..it can change, like anything, but ...what am I saying?!
who am I even talking to here?
woah this is getting deep...without making any sense...
so I'll stop :-)
hmmm, typed this last night and don't really have time to go over it and see if I still agree with myself :-)
(I've just tried and kinda made it even more confusing)
things are ok really, I wasn't trying to paint a dark picture. in some respects even good :-)
oh a happy anniversary to my gf, a year ago today we started going out!
I guess in some ways maybe this is making me reflective on a lot of things! :-)
last night was fun.
went to pub in slough with a few friends.
saw someone I haven't seen in a LONG time, and it was like going back in time.
I was amazed how cheap the drinks were and we went to a 'rock' type pub and that also brought the memories flooding back!
anyway, its the next morning, I am tired. just past midnight was WAY too late to get to bed when you have to get up at six! :-(
about time for a long update
been an ok day at work, getting tired but feeling ok, my mate got promoted so its out to the pub for a drink tonight I think.
anyway, update update update
what to say...erm donno...
well we are at war..
sad to say, and I'm half trying to ignore it...
I wish it wasn't happening, I imagine any rational person would say the same, however it is, and there's not much we can do about it..
my dad has been quite unwell recently, I'm not going to go into details here, that wouldn't be fair...
however it has been quite scary and im glad to say he seems to be on the mend.
things in my life seem to have been fairly volatile on almost every front of late.
sometimes I need some real stability in my life..and sometimes there's none to be found..
everything seems to be changing, shifting, moving, and yet everything is the same...
nothing is certain
I guess it never is...
I've been thinking..
to even get by in life I have to believe certain things, I have to really feel they are true...if I don't my world would collapse.
I guess sometimes you need to communicate that you don't agree with everything, but that's ok...
I think often I would like to adopt other peoples points of view, the way they see the world..
but I think that's wrong, your point of view is your point of view..it can change, like anything, but ...what am I saying?!
who am I even talking to here?
woah this is getting deep...without making any sense...
so I'll stop :-)
hmmm, typed this last night and don't really have time to go over it and see if I still agree with myself :-)
(I've just tried and kinda made it even more confusing)
things are ok really, I wasn't trying to paint a dark picture. in some respects even good :-)
oh a happy anniversary to my gf, a year ago today we started going out!
I guess in some ways maybe this is making me reflective on a lot of things! :-)
last night was fun.
went to pub in slough with a few friends.
saw someone I haven't seen in a LONG time, and it was like going back in time.
I was amazed how cheap the drinks were and we went to a 'rock' type pub and that also brought the memories flooding back!
anyway, its the next morning, I am tired. just past midnight was WAY too late to get to bed when you have to get up at six! :-(
