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not sure what to say about the last few days

I've had to make some big choices, and I think I've made the right ones,
this possibly will effect a lot in my life.

in due course all will be explained. especially as I see how people react to what I have decided.

I guess I'm starting to realise not everything is simple and as black and white as I'd like it to be.
This means there's a lot about what is/was solid ground for me that I need to look at again to decide what I really think...
This possibly could take forever...

I also came close to losing someone very important to me,
things are normal again, and it such a relief we got through this...but I guess there is still issues. but hey, nothings easy!

anyway, on to other things...
had a church band practice Tuesday night, was a great laugh!
in fact it all got rather silly and hard to finish songs without laughing!

what else have I been up to?

not too sure, haven't had much time to myself as usual.

played a little laser squad and perhaps will get some time to play some games this week or at weekend.

every time I do this I think of things I can do to my site!
I really must update it to a point I'm happy with!!!!

maybe make some updates to the site this weekend ay?

speaking of which hopefully getting a forum part to this site, shared with other sites to kinda create a 'community'
could be cool :-)

anyway, enough for now..

I've got my best mates stag do to plan :-)